all the things left undiscovered

NEWWWWWW JIZZZOURNAL

2004-11-25T02:23:32Z

NEW JOURNAL!!

it's friends only.. so comment on it if you want to be added.. and ill add you back! im actually gonna write in this one =)

aliee @ 2004-12-10T09:40:00

2004-11-11T16:52:08Z

Have you ever...(put an X next to the things that apply to you)
(x) been drunk.
( ) smoked pot.
(x) rode in a taxi.
( ) been in a fist fight.
( ) had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
(x) snuck out of your parent's house.
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger.
( ) celebrated new years in times square.
(x) went on a blind date.
(x) lied to a friend.
( ) had a crush on a teacher.
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
( ) been to europe

a p p e a r a n c e
Height: 5'7 if i stand up really straight =)
Hair color: auburn brown
Skin color: tannish white
Eye color: green/hazel
Piercings: ears.. belly button soon
Tattoos: none right now

r i g h t n o w
What color are the pants that you are wearing? blue sweatpants.. its fucking freezing

What song are you listening to right now? blink 182

What taste is in your mouth? green tea<3
What's the weather like now? cold (40?)
How are you? sick and cold

Get motion sickness? sometimes
Had a bad habit? im sure i do..
Like to drive? yes huh

F a v o r i t e...
TV shows: Laguna Beach, family guy, friends
Book: catcher in the rye
Non-alcoholic drink: peach snapple tea and green tea
Alcoholic: smirnoff
Thing to do on the weekend: SLEEEEEEEEP, be with friends, party, movies, ect

Movie: of all time: wizard of oz

h a v e y o u...
Broken the law: yess
Ran away from home: no
Snuck out of the house: yess
Ever gone skinny dipping: yess
Ever tipped over a porta potty: no- sounds messy
Used your parents' credit card before: yess
Fallen asleep in shower/bath: nope
Been in a school play: yes

l o v e
Girlfriend/Boyfriend: boyfriend =)
If so, how long have you been together: a little over a month
Current crush: michael dean root<3
Had a hard time getting over someone: yes
Been hurt: yesss
Your greatest regret: none
Gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: not really...
Do you have a job: no i need one
Your cd player has in it right now: the killers
If you were a crayon what color would you be: piiiiiiiink

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
Time you cried: its been a while....
Time you got a real letter: like last week from my kaley!<3
Time you got e-mail: todayyy
Thing you purchased: diet coke
Movie you saw in the theater: saw

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
Abortion: choice
Teen smoking: smoking what?
Spice girls: are they even still together?
Dreams: tiiiiiiiiiiight lol..

love you michael =)<3

aliee @ 2004-11-04T10:19:00

2004-11-04T15:25:06Z

<3333the killers

...i need a job.

aliee @ 2004-10-27T10:32:00

2004-10-27T14:38:06Z

mikeydean shaved his stomach for swim season =P whatta hottie!

i feel super nauseous today! blehhhhh!!

i dont wanna compete in philly this weekend! its gonna hurt ! and imma get stressed out again! yuuuuuck

got 30th in boston and it was an orgasmic row!

i need to get a tan!

<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

aliee @ 2004-10-21T09:26:00

2004-10-21T13:36:30Z

like always when i update, im in VE. some guy is talkin bout his business.. iunno-LOL.

i leave for boston tomorrow. i think im xcited now that its not suppose to rain. altho it will still be 50 degrees...bleh. me julie, & julie#2 are rooming together. haha, thats gonna be trouble! our room has been declared the party room-lol. we are prolly gonna loose @ boston.. i mean its head of the charles, but whatever..

im leaving mike here for homecoming week =/ i feel bad. but nothing i can do. im sure he'll have a good weekend =P. stuff w. him his goin pretty good. im happy about it. hes an awesome guy and he knows me pretty well for such a short amount of time =D things should stay good there for a while. aww i juss looked over @ him and hes listening 2 the speaker , and looks cute. awww. lol! imma dork!<3

time to go "listen"... =)

aliee @ 2004-10-19T10:38:00

2004-10-19T14:38:08Z

Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)
Created by okwhtsplanb and taken 14868 times on bzoink!
--Your Favorite--
Hair Color:	usually brown
Eye Color:	green/blue
(Their)Music Genre Preference:	rock/metal.. no country.. lol
Height(estimate):	taller than me
Age:	my age to like 19...
Personality Type:	outgoing.. not shy..
--This or That--
Older or Younger:	depends.. my age or older usually.
Romantic or Horndog:	happy medium
Smart or Stupid:	smart+
Fat or Skinny:	skinny
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:	skinny but muscular
Punk or Preppy:	preppy.. or happy medium
The Big Picture or the Little Things:	little things
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:	hugs? lol.. im not an expensive gf
Mixtape or Burned CD:	cd
Love or Lust:	love
Emotional or Just Not:	middle
Sincere or Jokester:	both..depends on what we're talkin bout
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:	ummmmm
Sexy or Just "cute":	both =)
Arse or Abs:	abs
Hair or Hands:	hair (i have a thing for hair)
Dimples or Eyes:	eyes
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:	biceps
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :	huh?
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:	scruffy
Rugged or Prim and Proper:	combonation
Countryboy or Cityboy	cityboy
Date alone or With Friends	both !
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:	middle
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:	no
Loved a guy because he stalked you:	no
Loved a guy because he hated you:	no
Asked your friend's crush out:	no
Lead a guy on for kicks:	i flirt?.. iunno about lead on
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:	i dont ask out guys
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:	im just nice.. but i dont flirt hardcore
Lied about not having a boyfriend:	no
Lied about having one:	no
Cheated:	no
Been Cheated on:	yes
Had a crush on a gay guy:	haha.. gay guys are awesome. but no
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?:	yes
Briefs?:	no
Hat?:	depends on what hat
Skater Shoes?:	sure?
Pimp Shoes?:	no
Band Shirts?:	yes
Vintage shirts?:	ehhh depends
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:	no
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:	no
Independent/DC?:	cool..
Skavenger/UGP?:	ummm?
Fox/Thor?:	what?
Jeans or Shorts?:	no preference.. khaki shorts are cute on guts
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?:	no
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:	no
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?:	no
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?	no
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:	no
Do looks matter?:	somewhat
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:	no
Does size matter?:	eh
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?:	no
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:	no
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):	im not
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:	no
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?:	lol no
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:	yes? lol..
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:	no
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?	not planning on it
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?	yes
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?:	sometimes
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:	huh?
Does this survey suck nuts?	yes sir
Create a Survey \| Search Surveys \| Go to bzoink!

aliee @ 2004-10-15T09:23:00

2004-10-15T13:23:48Z

mike is sexy =P

aliee @ 2004-10-08T10:24:00

2004-10-08T21:32:24Z

i got captain of the crew team along with moberly & needham. the team voted. romy is a fucking fucktard. she thinks she should have it.. but she doesnt realize that everyone hates her ass... so no1 voted for her. so she is talking all this shit about me. today i was walking down the stairs to the sub school and she tapped me on the shoulder and like gave this stupid fake smile.. i looked back at her and gave her a glare and turned around and kept walking. FUCK YOU ROMY! its not my fault no1 likes you!

bored

2004-10-05T14:01:20Z

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
01. jeans
02. V Tech hoodie
03. hair tie

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
01. business book
02. water bottle
03. calculator

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
01. get married
02. go to australia
03. live on the beach

THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
01. dorky
02. outgoing
03. friendly

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY/NOT ON THE OUTSIDE
01. pushover
02. i over analyze
03. i can get frustrated easily

THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
01. cherokee
02. scottish
03. english

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
01. eyes
02. sometimes my stomach
03. smile

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
01. legs
02. butt
03. boobs

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
01. shit
02. oh yeah
03. awww

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
01. cali
02. austrailia
03. hawaii

THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY (other than normal name)
01. alie leigh
02. meek
03. alz

THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD
01. allyoop
02. pinkie366
03. (thats it) lol..

THREE SONGS I JUST LISTENED TO...
01. lean back
02. loose my breath
03. accidentally in love

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Name = alie
Birthday = dec 20, 86
Sex = female
Boy/Girlfriend? = taken =)
:x: piercing = ears and belly button again soon
:x: tattoos = none
:x: height = 5'7
:x: weight = its changes too much
:x: freckles? = yuh
:x: hair color = brownish blonde? but im dying it soon
:x: siblings = erin (20)

LAST...
:x: movie you rented = taking lives
:x: movie you you seen = the others
:x: song you listened to = lean back
:x: song that was stuck in your head = none
:x: cd you bought = fall out boy
:x: cd you listened to = mixed
:x: last person you've called = mike
:x: person that's called you = prolly mike.. lol.
:x: tv show you watched = cosby show, lol..
:x: person you were thinking of = <3

DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = yuh
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = sometimes
:x: you think about suicide = not recently
:x: you believe in online dating = thats gay
:x: you want more piercing = belly button again..
:x: you like cleaning = sometimes
:x: you like roller coasters = yeah
:x: you write in cursive or print = both

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = depends..
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = against
:x: driving drunk = very against.
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = not 4 me, but not against
:x: soap operas = never watched one

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = yes
:x: ever cried over a boy = yes
:x: ever lied to someone = yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight = almost
:x: ever been arrested = no

WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = herbal essence
:x: shoes do you wear = mostly flip flops
:x: are you scared of = snakes, sharks,

NUMBER...
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = 1
:x: of hearts I have broken? = maybe 1
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life = a few
:x: of time you name has appeared in the news paper = a few
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = actually none really...

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = eh
:x: funny = sure
:x: hot = ummm
:x: friendly = yeah
:x: amusing = haha ok
:x: ugly = ummm no maybe?
:x: loveable = i hope so
:x: caring = yeah
:x: sweet = yeah
:x: dorky = duh

hii

2004-10-01T16:22:51Z

wow.. been so busy and havent updated in a long time..

+ i have the best friends ever

- was up too late last night doing homework

+ jessie and nessa helped me with my math proj. this morning =)

+ im bow seat for the V8 going to head of the charles

- im missing homecoming for it

+ my crew coach is a dick

+ parents are out of town (insert angel face here.. )

- cousin kirk passed away friday and i cant make it to the funeral cuz my schedule. =( =(

+ its friday

+ going to the game tonite with the girls

+ mike is coming over for the 3rd day in a row after school

- im starving right now

- i have a bad grade in french.. already.

+ went to see VA tech and i love it.

+/- gonna go to NOVA for a year and transfer to it i think

+ going to film study in like 15 min and then i get to go home

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CAROLYN NEEDHAM! i heart you favorite! =)

my night =)

2004-09-25T04:22:29Z

tonight was pretty chill.. and fun. met stina and carolyn @ giant to pick up smore items.. (grahm crackers.. marshmellows.. u know).. then we drove to lakeside park at met up with kristen g.. vanessa.. and mike. we realized when we got to the park none of us had a lighter or lighter fluid to work the grill so we could make smores. so we then drove to get both. got back to the park and made smores and swung on the swings.. ect. just talked and shot the shit. it started getting really cold too.. and i dont like coldness =( then jessie and ed showed up. they're SUCH a cute couple, i def approve. they've almost been going out for half a year.. yay them!! and the band kids showed up but got kicked out by a bunch of guys.. trent and all them.. because they werent cool enuff to be @ the park? lol.. it's where all the teens go to smoke and get crunk. lol.. and we were def. making smores and drinking straight coke! lol.. gotta love it. then everyone left to go to mcdonalds and left me and mike.. and we juss talked and shit. it was cool. then mike hadda leave so i was by myself for like 2 min. and then they all came back. =) we went exploring and it was scary. it was like cold.. pitch black and like a low fog on the ground.. so we're all walking around the big open field like holding hands as we go explore. then vanessa was like... "WHOA IS THAT A LAKE OUT THERE!?" and me and kristen just laughed. we were like "DUUUH NESSA.. lakeside park.. " haha. i<3 these girls.. they are so much fun. we're all just a bunch of big kids.. that get crunk together.. lol. but not tonite, we were good. sometimes its fun juss to be a big kid.. and not have to lie to ur parents about where ur going.. yano? then as we were getting ready to leave.. ed lost his wallet. so we all busted out our badass cellphone lights and searched the grass.. no luck =( hopefully he will find it. now im home and i have practice in the morning.. blah. at least its at 10:30 and not like the butt crack of dawn.. lol. then i am leaving for Radford for a night.. to look @ the campus and what not. be home sunday evening.. im so cold from being in a skirt all night.. and so imma go get in my niiiiice warmmmmm bedddddddd and pass the fuck out until like 10.. YEAAHHH BED! YEAAAHH WEEKENDS!! =P

<33333333

haha

2004-09-24T20:25:55Z

MDR3A05: you seem like a player
MDR3A05: you're pretty smooth
pinkie366: how so?
MDR3A05: i don't know you just seem like a pimp
MDR3A05: ette
pinkie366: HAHAHAHHA
MDR3A05: you could probably get any one of a good number of guys i'm guessing
pinkie366: iunno what would make u guess that
MDR3A05: i dunno what would make you think not
pinkie366: haha .. ur making me laugh
MDR3A05: why is that
pinkie366: juss cause:-)
MDR3A05: come on admit it
MDR3A05: you could bag any dude you want
MDR3A05: cause you've got player skills
pinkie366: nooooo
MDR3A05: yeeees
pinkie366: nooooo.. end of discussion.. i win:-D

ohh yeaa

2004-09-21T14:24:50Z

leave it to my VA friends to put me in a good mood =) yesterday @ crew was really fun. everyone said i made them hyper cuz i was jumping around and acting crazy.. i do that when im stressed. but we had a good time and i laughed so much.

and today.. im having a good day and ive made some new friends =D

if i could patch up a few friendships back home.. id be good.

looong

2004-09-20T16:26:05Z

ughhhh i am so frustrated right now. i dont even know why.. i mean i know why but i dont know it all hasnt bugged me for a while and now all of a sudden bites me in the ass. im in such a piss ass mood with everyone.. even people i love and am having no problems with. soooome people i love.. but am having problems with.. but i dont have the balls to tell them. i hate conflict. and i dont want uneccesary drama in my life right now. cant do it!! or i dont wanna hurt them.. because i do love them to pieces.. but.. iunoo.. ugh! im so frustrated right now i dont even know how to put it in words what is on my mind

i realized i have a tendency to shut people out when i feel them getting to close. i really have 2 people i do open up to. and will tell shit to.. and to others, i juss act like everything is suuuuper.. even tho its not. there is one person recently.. here in VA.. i did try to open up to.. and talk to.. because they have become a good friend this past year and i thought they deserved to know what has been on my mind. but when i tried-- they ended up juss talkin about themselves. i was like f that. its the first attempt i have made to actually do that and i no longer wanna. i dont feel like.. rejected or upset.. it was juss.. pointless. im not mad @ them or nothing tho. but i have been shutting people out recently.. and i realized that. but iunno what else to do. im so corrupt i think i dont want people to realize. everyone sees me smiling.. im always hyper and tryin to help out others. therefore i feel guilty when i feel the way i do right now. most of the time recently.. my smile has been fake.. my laughing and joking has been nothing but a mere cover up. im sick of it. i am shutting out loved ones right now.. because i dont want them to know me right now cuz i kno they will hate and disaprove of me.

some of u reading this thinking im still upset over my move to VA from FL last year are so wrong. sooo wrong. im over moving.. whateverr. its life. i dont HATE va.. im over the moving aspect so get that outta ur narrow mind.

i yelled @ my mom last night. and i never yell @ her. i honestly consider her one of my best friends and am blessed to have her in my life. altho she doesnt understand what im going thru currently either. i dont think anyone really does. 2 people have a better idea. but i lashed out at her last night for no reason after getting offline and having some bad convos. i felt so bad after i did and she juss stood there.. in like.. shock. i went to bed.. and this morning it was fine when i saw her. i think she realized i dont wanna talk about it and it was nothing against her.. thank god.

i notice i am shutting out new relationships too. friends and other. juss mee being my old self.. back to my old ways. my old ways suck.. and i dont want them back.

to everyone i have seemed upset with or lashed out at or was being rude.. i am sorry. some of it i did mean.. and i dont take it back. but i am sorry if u felt confused or hurt. i dont know.. im done.

one more class 2 go. i did all the homework. be impressed.

you think you know me

2004-09-19T21:43:01Z

i have so much on my mind.. but it's stuff i dont want people to read. like.. no one. so f writing it in here. damn hurricane ivan was a bitch.. something like 30 tornadoes. all within a 5-15 mile radius from my house. grr. school blows and im ready to graduate. i did get a parking decal.. fucking 150$ tho. ugh. god i cant wait until college.. it's gonna be a blast- i hope.

sigh

2004-09-14T01:23:11Z

The Friday sun bears down again
As we drive with our friends
And on these longest days we spend
All the time trying to pretend
That our stories could be true
Our chance to be cool
The setting sun says the day is through
If only we knew...

And we all sit round here in our home town
Listen to the waves as they all crash down
And watch the fire as it slowly burns away
Glowing embers fly across the sky

Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by, in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
Alive to watch it all, the view from our last summer
The view from our last summer...

We trace the sun across the sky
And we laugh till we cry
Always so hard to say goodbye (goodbye)
And we all sit round here in our home town
It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss
The memories, I hope they'll never fade Glowing embers fly across the sky

Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
Alive to watch it all, the view from our last summer
The view from our last summer...

I would stop time to stay with you
I would stop time so we don't move
I would stop time
I would stop time
I would stop time to keep you...

...Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer
The world passes by in my summer, our last summer
The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other
Alive to watch it all, the view from our last summer

hmm.. i just had to vent. but i thought i would do it an a way more fun to look at. to my orlando crew friends- i love you all dearly and thank you so much for everything u have done for me. what i would be without u.. i dont know. a lot is going on with me that i care not to share but i have become someone i hate. i need to grow and focus on me. i will always be there for all of you! no matter what! but if we dont talk ne more.. or hardly at all, im sorry and its prolly my fault. i dont wanna loose any of u but i feel that i am. i hope everyone is doing well and i hope to be doing well myself soon too. thanks for everything uve done.

special note to mi amor kaley elkins.. i love you with all my heart and am ALWAYS here for you.. no matter what.. I LOVE YOU.

aliee @ 2004-09-13T10:46:00

2004-09-13T14:47:15Z

bOys like you are overrated.
=P

fucking fuck fucktard

2004-09-12T21:44:43Z

i am really upset with myself right now.

fuuuuuuck!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am sunburned.

2004-09-12T16:44:54Z

so today i hadda get up at freakin 7:00am to do the damn bridal show. ick. it wasnt too bad. i mainly talked to carolyn & metahab the whole time. we were talking about marriage and weddings .. (duh since we were helping at a bridal show).. and then we talked about what we think each other will end up doing. everyone predicted i would get married at about 25 to a musician of some sort and be like his "little assistant and supporter". i would have 3 kids.. and drive a mazda. and we would either live in FL or CALI. haha.. gotta love it. carolyn is gonna be a rich business women in NY.. and own a lot of shoes.. like one of those ladies that is always on her cell.. and has like 3 cell phones and 5 beepers. lol. =)

"roughing it for me is like staying at a motel 6"- CAROLYN (hehee)

oh joy.. a whole new week of school tomorrow...i can't wait... see how excited i am? bleh! im ready to graduate.

She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger, and finally drank away his memory, Life is short, but this time is was bigger than the strength she had to get up off her knees, We found her with her face down in the pillow, clinging to his picture for dear life, We laid her next to him beneath the willow, while the angels sang a whiskey lullaby..

mmhmm

2004-09-10T22:24:43Z

stolen from rini

1) What is your name backwords? eila
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? not that i know of
3) What song makes you cry? "wind beneath my wings"-better midler & "one moment in time"
4) What song makes you happy? any fallout boy song.. and upbeat madonna songs "open ur heart to me"
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? jack johnson
6) Name a song: "Where's your boy"- fallout boy
7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger? grandpa =(
8) First album you ever bought? the lion king.. hell yeah! =P
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: "i wish you were here"-KALEY "i want you to want me"- SYD "crazy in love" - ANDRE
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'7" if i stand up straight =P
HAIR COLOR: brown
SKIN COLOR: kinda sorta a little tan =)
EYE COLOR: SUNFLOWER!! (haha dre & steph).. no ..green and brown
PIERCINGS: just ears for now
TATTOOS: none

r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: red sofees
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: none, im watching full house.. damn i use to LOVE this show.

WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: green tea<3
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: like 80 and sunny =D
HOW ARE YOU? kinda sleepy.. damn getting up @ 6 for school

d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: mmhmm
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: biting my lower lip when i get nervous
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: pretty much
LIKE TO DRIVE?: i heart driving

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: most mtv shows... friends is awesome.. family guy makes me laugh
CONDITIONER: finesse
BOOK: Holes
MAGAZINE: cosmo
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: green tea
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: ne thing but beer.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: hangout with friends.. sleep!.. parties
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: fallout boy.. starting line.. aerosmith.. jack johnson

h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: yess
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nope
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: uuh huh
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: haha yeah
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: umm when i was 10 maybe?
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: ick, no.
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yess
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: hahha
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: dont THINK* so.. hmm..
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: ohh yess
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yesssa

l o v e d

BOYFRIEND: single right now
GIRLFRIEND: noo
SEXUALITY: straight
CHILDREN: umm not yet.. thanks.
CURRENT CRUSH: ---
BEEN IN LOVE?: ive loved before
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: ...doesnt it suck?
BEEN HURT?: of course!!
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: rather not say
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: ummm it was weird.. but imma say.. no?

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no.. i have NO time for one
WHATS IN YOUR CD PLAYER RIGHT NOW: car--godsmack room--some burned cd
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: piiiink =)
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: <333loved ones<333
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: ummm
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: umm.. iunno. i want O.A.R

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: week ago?
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: like 2 weeks ago
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: collateral.. seen that so many times. lol

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: dependssss
TEENAGE SMOKING: against..
SPICE GIRLS: they use to rock.. lol
DREAMS: fun...
last movie seen: i watched something the other night but now i dont remember what it was =P
last book read: catcher in the rye
last cuss word uttered: "oh shit"
last liquid drank: green tea
last food consumed: fruit snacks
last crush: ---
last phone call: nessa
last tv show watched: full house
last time showered: liiiike 20 min ago
last shoes worn: white flip flops
last cd played: godsmack
last item bought: diet coke
last downloaded: nooo idea
last annoyance: my car window not rolling up
last disappointment: ---
last soda drank: diet coke
last thing written: when i was doing a lab in chem.
last key used: backspace
last word spoken: "ok" (when my mom asked me to clean up my room before going out tonight)
last im: christina..kaley.. caroyln..syd
last sexual fantasy: sexxxxay
last weird encounter: forgetting my locker combo.. TOTAL brain fart
last ice cream eaten: vanilla a while ago
last time amused: TP'ing christina's car w. nessa since she parked in the senior lot--haha! <3uuu
last time wanting to die: nooooo
last time in love: hasnt been recent. =X
last time hugged: nessa i think?
last time scolded: sarah for having sex with the teacher.. HAHA
last time resentful: mmmm... =?
last chair sat in: my computer chair.. duh
last underwear worn: pink thong from TARGET<3.. if u must kno.
last time dancing: today in my room =)
last poster looked at: nooo idea
last show attended: hahaha!! american idol shit in dc for free =P
last webpage visited: livejournal.com

aliee @ 2004-09-09T09:37:00

2004-09-09T13:54:51Z

im in business right now.. ick. we just took a quiz.. on the 3rd day. damn ib school. i want this day to be overrrr! im so blah today. i cant wait until my hair grows out long again. i hate the length now so im growing it long like a lil passed my boob =) we are doing a "marathon of ch 1 notes".. wtf? i decided i dont like block scheduling. 2 hrs in one class is way 2 long. altho i have diff. classes every day so.. iuno. im rambling cuz im super bored. mrs. haynos is lecturing us on industrial business.we type notes on the computer, save it on blackboard and then print it at home. kinda different.

so i have to do my fsu essays this weekend. i wont get in...being out of state, but it's worth a shot? i need to go somewhere- out of VA. my mom is making me look @ NOVA and Radford, and im like.. "hell no". went to look @ NOVA and its so small. looks like DPHS. i think we are going to go see Radford this weekend. we'll see how i like it but i prolly wont. yuck.

this is a dumb entry, ill make a better one later.

aliee @ 2004-09-08T21:30:00

2004-09-09T01:38:11Z

ever notice urself giving other amazing advice.. and then you try to turn the tables on yourself and you cant do it? i cant for the life of me .. give myself advice.. or know what to do with me. maybe cuz i dont know a specific thing thats wrong. i just feel... empty? i know things that are bothering me, but nothing i can fix.. which pisses me off. god. the people i would usually talk to about this, seems like im always complaining to them- and i dont wanna be known as that girl that is always upset. cuz im not. but when i am i talk to these certain people- and .. ugh. none of them are really *THERE* for me anymore anyways. fuck. someone save me.

mmhmm

2004-09-06T23:48:10Z

ok.. so summer is over. well .. not yet. but tomorrow at 7am. SENiOR YEAR! i dare say im ready. so tomorrow is a blue day so i have alg2 (retaking that..oOps).. business...french 2 (which is the only class i will have every day).. and then film study. then i have to go to the occoquan for NVRC. im looking forward to it, just to get into shape, but def. not wanting to go. erging and running and lifting and dealing with asshole coaches. im SO outta shape, this should be.. uhh.. interesting?

i finally cleaned out my car.. so when people decide to bum me for rides now- i dont have to throw a bunch of stuff in my trunk. =P thats xciting.

realized imma be 18 soon.. like 3 months? lol. hey its soon. im super excited. i wonder what i should do to celebrate?.. =D

ok i have to attempt to find all my school stuff and get it together for tomorrow!

aliee @ 2004-09-06T01:24:00

2004-09-06T05:34:01Z

this entry is for 2 people.

SYDNEY I LOVE U SOOO MUCH!!!! U MAKE ME LAUGH SO HARD!!! IF I DIDNT GO PEE RIGHT BEFORE I TALKED TO U I WOULD HAVE PISSED MYSELF!! you are soooooo awesome syd! what woud u so without our talks!? esp that talk on the way to tennesse while everyone else was asleep, we talked the whole bus ride cuz we're awesome! ur so much fun to be around and u make me laugh when i need 2 and smile when i need to!!! EVERYONE NEEDS TO KNOW THAT SYDNEY OLSON KICKS ASS AND I LOVE HER TO DEATHHHHHHHH!<3 i waaant youuu to waaant meeee. heey chico! it's my birthday and i want a coco taco!! did u juss lick me!? lets make pancakes!! I LOVE U TO DEATH SYD! <3ur mini me

annnnd.....

THANK U BRII FOR DOING MY LAYOUT! U ROCK MY SOCKS WAAAY OFF =)

wahoo

2004-09-05T23:10:34Z

(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: yes
(4) Want to be?: for now, i dont mind it.
(5) Your birth day: december 20 , '86
(6) Age you act:   depends who im around! haa.. usually my age
(7) Age you wish you were:   ill be 18 soon.. that will be nice.
(8) Your height: 5'7"
(9) The color of your eyes: SUNFLOWER!! lol.. green and brown
(10) Happy with it?:   sure
(11) The color of your hair: i change it around.. brown.
(12) Happy with it?:   it works for the time being
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: mainly right but can be ambidextrous
(14) Your living arrangement?:   with parents
(27) Your family: momma .daddy .sister erin
(29) What's your job: nothing now
(30) Piercings?: ears for now...
(31) Tattoos?:   none
(32) Obsessions?: green tea, shopping.. is it wrong to say the tv show COPS? lol.. =)
(35) Do you speak another language? some spanish.. some french... and i know some sign language...
(36) Have a favorite quote?: iunno my fav off the top of my head.. but im listening to a song that i like what it says.. "if you cant be with the one you love hunny, love the one your with"
(37) Do you have a webpage?:   my lj.

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: depends..
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: usually yes
(40) Do you have any secrets?:   of course..
(41) Do you hate yourself?: no
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: it's alright..
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: i bite my lip when i get nervous
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: clothes when i try and my advice
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: no idea...
(46) What's your biggest fear?:   death
(47) Can you sing:    yeah- but i prefer not to anymore
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: ummm no.

(49) Are you a loner?: nope
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i dunno... maybe
(52) Are you a daredevil?: depends...

(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: ummmmmm
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: both..
(55) Have you got a ?:   excuse me?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?   strength is helping others...    weakness... not helping myself.. if that makes sense.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: ummmm...
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?:   love
(59) How do you vent?: talk to kaley online or write in my LJ or go for a drive
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: ehhh kinda
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes but id rather not say it..
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?:   somewhat.. but i look forward 2 the future when i have more control of my life
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont lie to people...   dont be afraid to be you...
(64) What do you like the most about your body?:   most? mmm.... i like my boobs now. lol. iunno if its the thing i like most tho. lol
(65) And least?: nose/legs
(66) Do you think you are good looking?:   iunnooo
(67) Are you confident?: to a point
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: dont know.. sorry.
69) Do people know how you feel?: people i want to know..
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: yes..

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: hell no
(72) Do drugs?: no..
(73) Read the newspaper?: no i watch the news instead or read about things online
(74) Pray?:    no
(75) Go to church?   no
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: no
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?:   sometimes i sleep with the bear andre gave me.. or sometimes i sleep with a body pillow.
(78) Take walks in the rain?: no
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes
(80) Drive?: <333 mmmhhmmm
(81) Like to drive fast?: yesss and i got pulled over for my 1st time yesterday.. but didnt get a ticket =)

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?:   sure?
(83) Hurt yourself?: intentionally? no..
(84) Been out of the country?: no
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?:   no
(86) Burped?: hasnt everyone?
(87) Been unfaithful?:   NO!
(88) Been in love?:    ----
(89) Done drugs?: yes/ experimented
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yes
(92) Had a surgery?:   no
(93) Ran away from home?:   no
(94) Played strip poker: no i just learned how to play reg poker.. kinda
(95) Gotten beaten up?:   no
(97) Been picked on?: no
(98) Been on stage?:   ohh yess
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: ass...
(100) Slept outdoors?:   yes
(101) Thought about suicide?:   thinking and putting in action are 2 diff things...
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?:   ooh yess- i pull all nighters more than i sleep a night thru
(103) If yes, what is your record?: record of not sleeping at all!?... 2-3 days maybe
(105) Talked on the phone all night?:   yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?:   yes
(107) Slept all day?: yes
(108) Killed someone?:   uh no
(109) Made out with a stranger?:   no
(110) Had sex with a stranger?:    no
(111) Thought you're going crazy?:   haha
(112) Kissed the same sex?: looong time ago.. on a dare
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(114) Been betrayed?: kinda maybe sorta yes...
(115) Had a dream that came true?: dont remember... i just started having dreams every night.. about stuff and people i know.. its fun. haha
(116) Broken the law?: yess..
(117) Met a famous person?: yes
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: me and britt killed a opossum at like 1am once while driving. it was sad.
(146) Stolen anything?:   yes =/

(147) Been on radio/TV.?:   TV..
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?:   no
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?:   yes
(150) Considered religious vocation?:   nopee
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?:   no
(152) Bungee jumped?: thats scaryyy
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?:   kiiiinda

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: <3 flip flops of all kinda .. or vans tennishoes
(155) Brand of clothing?: a&e, urban outfitters, wet seal, hollister, a&f
(156) Cologne/perfume?:    dream
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: when its warm.. skirt or jeans and a shirt...    freezing cold days everyone juss wears sweats. =)
(159) Wear hats?:   not really.. i steal my guy friends hats sometimes for the night..
(161) Wear make-up?: yes
(162) Favorite place to shop?: (see question 155)
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my ae skirt
(164) Are you trendy?: ehhh .. haha
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: yes and no

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?:   no
(167) Miracles?:   yes
(168) Astrology?:   no
(169) Magic?:   no
(170) God?:    not sure
(171) Satan?:   no
(172) Santa?:    haha no..
(173) Ghosts?:    dont know...
(174) Luck?:   yes
(175) Love at first sight?:   kiiiinda
(176) Yin and Yang?:    ummmm....
(177) Witches?:     no
(178) Easter bunny?:    hell yeah.. i mean NO.
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?:   of course...
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?:   currently.. no. but if there was i would be the 1st one there
(181) Do you wish on stars?:   use to..

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?:   no.. should i?
(183) Do you remember your first love?: -----
(184) Still love him/her?: -----

(185) Do you consider love a mistake?:   no, why would loving someone be a mistake? when u get mad at them.. u wanna say it- but deep down, you know it's not.
(186) What do you find romantic?:   not really "romantic" but i think phone calls just to say "hi" or "i love you" or "good night" are very cute
(187) Turn-on?: eyes, sense of humor, listens..
(188) Turn-off?:   smokers.. alcoholics.. conceited.. gang bangers
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone:   nope
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?:   flattered, but juss be friends..
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?:   def. knowing.   i prefer being friends first.
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?:   fuck being "socially acceptable"
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes. sometimes the more u get to kno someone-- they more attractive they become.
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: iunooo..
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?:   kisses =)
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:   they get complicated
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?   my mom gave me a "back to school" basket.. lol. it was cute.
(208) Are you in love?: with who? =P
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?:  siiiingle
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?:   "smile"

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?:   haunted?.. wtf?
(212) You wanted to kill?:   no1
(213) That you laughed at?:   dall
(214) That laughed at you?:   dall
(215) That turned you on?:   haha
(216) You went shopping with?: momma
(217) That broke your heart?: ummmmm
(218) To disappoint you?:   ummmm?
(219) To ask you out?:   his name is asshole.., and i was also asked to be a "rent a gf" like a month ago.. lol.. lol
(220) To make you cry?:   nick
(221) To brighten up your day?: dall
(222) That you thought about?: i just listened to i want u to want me.. so sydney
(223) You saw a movie with?:   momma
(224) You talked to on the phone?:   dylan
(225) You talked to through IM?: syd and britt and scottt
(226) You saw?:   daddy
(227) You lost?: ----
(229) You thought was completely insane?:   no1
(230) You wanted to be?: meee =)
(231) You told off?:   nick
(232) You trusted?:   kaley
(233) You turned down?: ----

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: little while ago
(235) Laughed?: @ target w. my momma
(236) Cried?: 4 days ago
(237) Bought something?:   his morning
(238) Danced?: today
(239) Were sarcastic?:   prolly some point today
(240) hugged someone?:    today
(241) Talked to an ex?:   couple days ago
(242) Watched your fave movie?:   been a while cuz i gave it to syd
(243) Had a nightmare?:   a while..
(245) Talked on the phone?:   earlier today
(246) Listened to the radio?:   in the car today
(247) Watched TV?: it's on right now..
(248) Went out?:   like 30 min ago
(249) Helped someone?:   today
(250) Were mean?:   this morning
(251) Sang?: i the car today
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?:   like a week ago
(253) Said "I love you"?:   to my momma today when i left the house
(254) Missed someone?:    always =P
(255) Fought with a family member?:   a while ago...
(256) Fought with a friend?:   FRIEND?.. like a month
(257) Had a serious conversation?:   a couple nights ago
(258) Got drunk?:   been a while
(259) Had sex?: -----